Wednesday, September 30, 2009
How much doest it cost me do travel all the way from Kepong to Sepang??? Is A LOT!!! I had decided to stay over there. I'd found a house and negotiating the rental. Hopefully the result is what i expect lar...
Don't want to talk unhappy things at here already. I had spilled it all to someone else today, i feel much more released. Thank you for lending me your 'Eyes'. I miss you so much.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Well, i learned a lot of things. Of course, my skill in Ai and Photoshop had improved a lot. But, most of the ads that i had produced i not satisfy with it. For me, those ads are just to fulfill customer's needs, they like to put everything into a box, all information, no space to breath at all. Once, i was given an opportunity to help a client to design an ad for 'Sister's Magazine'. That's the ad that i like the most. Of course, amendments had done for a few times until they approve.
Picture as below:
I resign on September, reason: i need some break. But, i'm still doing freelance. Pretty frustrated when i see my colleague call me in and out, especially during my napping hour. Got to stick with my maibox everytime, internet is the best way to keep us in touch.
Well, this will be the last month in helping them out. My passion with art and design is always there. Working with Ad company is not easy. I wish i can continue my study in future and my plan with 'two of them' will come true.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Back to college today, first day of Year 2. Meet all the classmates and tutors as well. Lovely Ms Tong Yin and adorable Mr Sean=P It was hard for me to open my mouth and tell her... But, i have too and i did it. I am so glad that she had selected me to take part on something, but...i am so sorry that i couldn't join. I wish i can join...really. Flashing back all the memories i had with them and that's the end. I'm gonna miss them a lot. Even though we are stress out for all the projects in Year One, i think all of us do enjoy a lot and da satisfaction when we see the complete works is really a big 'Whao Whao'. I will never get that feelings anymore.
The time, the memory, the hard worked we had been through will always save inside my 'motherboard'. I gonna miss you all a lot and i promise i will go back to college whenever i am free.
I differ one year, in case anything i will go back again but not with the same group anymore. The passion in design will always in my heart, nothing can delete it. I wish i can finish my degree whenever i can.
Thanks for the outings today and all the sweet memory...=)
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Sunday, the day i love the most among the six days. (Training-class-home sweet home)
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I can't face her still. I will move out if i can and hope time will prove everything.
But, i always remember, no matter how wrong she is, she's still the person i love the most and i owe her the most. Nothing can pay her back.
I keep go out these few days to stay away from her, but even when i'm outside, i hear her voice, i will not be happy too.
Life still goes on, i can heal this wound very fast, because nothing is impossible.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
The day is getting nearer and nearer; more and more documents to be complete before 30th. Waste my petrol to go all the way to Subang, have to go tomorrow again=S
The 'thorn' is always there no matter how hard i try to forgive her. Hardly can talk to her, look at her, feel her like before. Sometimes, i feel she is so fake and is not the person i respect before.
I hate to keep secret, i feel like telling everyone, but i can't. Those who knows, they...just pretend don't know. They don't even mention one word or tell me what to do. Talking to the 'invisible people'. This might be the best way to make myself feel better.
Ignore it when i don't want to face it.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Right after training, all the 'Taekwondo Soul' of Taman Ehsan went to 'De PAstry' at Manajalara for Sir's 33 birthday celebration. The so call 'surprise' no more, thanks to the organizer=P
If things that can still under control of me, i will not let it happen. I leave earlier or i go later? I can't believe i see this with my own eyes, i hate this day!!!
Monday ( 23/09/2009)
As yesterday had planned, Sir invite us to one day trip to Ipoh together with her family and his 11months baby.
We depart at 6am, and arrived at 8 something.
Dim sun at 'Fu Shan', but failed!!! Is too crowded, we couldn't get any seat there. So, we just dined in at the nearby 'dim sum' restaurant.
After water fall, we took our lunch at somewhere, it is a famous 'wan tan mee' stall. Again, it was so crowded until we have to stand there and wait for the seat. This time, we got it. Is quite delicious compare to the wan tan me i eat before.
I thought i can forget that incident, but it keeps flashing back on my mind nonstop. I wish i can delete it, but i can't. I hate those feelings. I feel awful, disgusting!!! I don't want to see the face, i don't want to step in that place anymore!!!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I am fortunate for who i am and what i have now. I live for myself; not for others.
Friday, September 18, 2009
From 12pm to 7pm we were there, watched movie, shopping... Of course, I'd spent quite a lot too, but i already control, right yy???
Now, feel exhausted, i guess i can fall asleep immediately when i lie on the bed. Yay!!! No more insomnia.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
1st-1st round of Interview
2nd- 2nd round of interview
3rd-receive call from them
4th-medical check up
5th-receive call from them
What are the countdown that i had made previously??? It was the countdown for the 5th knockout.
Yes, i made it at last... Will be reporting myself in the end of the month at Air Asia.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Please, stay far far away from me. I don't like to get insomnia....
Thursday, September 10, 2009
After that, i had a nice lunch with Jing and her family, 4smtg at Papparich, thank you for the treat. Yum~~~
Finally, i am back to my normal sleeping hour, which is 11pm. Yay!!!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Quite tiring, awake in the early morning, 7am. It had been a while since i last awake at this time and stay up for whole day.
I'm tiring of thinking that 'thing' already. Don't want to countdown anymore, just be patience and wait, not to put too much hope.
Off to bed soon. Chiow
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Yikes=( I'm still waiting for the call...nervous nervous. Everyday put my hp in a high signal place just in case. AwWWW...torturing man.
At last, i am not a rubbish to stay at home doing nothing. I got some freelance job to do. Yay!!! Life like this not bad, work with relaxation.
Going to sweat myself out again. Chiow...
Monday, September 7, 2009
What I'd done today, watch drama, do housework, eat, shit. That's all.
Gonna do something tml, which is...
~Clean up my bedroom
Weeee~~~ Finally i am free, but my mind is not free yet.
Countdown: 8 days left
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Morning went for TKD training, yc, berborak until 2pm and headed to Kepong Baru for badminton. Phew, feel so good. Sweat like hell, i feel myself is thinner...hahaha=P
AwWW...soon soon soon, very soon. Kia Kia~~~
Countdown: 9 days left
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Yay, at last i can go out tomorrow for my favourite 'Final Destination 4', yohoo!!!
HmMmm...still think about it, can't stop thinking about 'YOU', just for these few days, but it's torturing. I hate the feeling of waiting.
countdown: 12 days left
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
I made a big mistake today, i didn't realized my vision power had increased so much, the right eye, until i couldn't read the word clearly, eventually they gave me a really low grade for my vision. Hopefully it will not influence anything, ANYTHING!!!
I'd called to resign today, is all out of my control. I must do so and i did it=) Feel much released. One more thing left is go back and pack my thing; hand in back the key. Ant that's the end...
Countdown: 13 days left
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
AGAIN!!! Unfair thing happen again, I can help him; but why can't THEY ask him to help me??? (Because I'm too good, YA RIGHT!!!) Is ok, i tell myself, *be patience*. No more second time, no more second chance. Is YOU who treated me this way, and you will know how what will happen next.
Good news, THREE down; TWO more to go. I received their call today, but...the excitement is not 100%, maybe those stupid fellow influence me. Hopefully, the BONE is straight; the BODY is healthy.
Going to kill the DEVILS tomorrow. Weeee~~~