Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Aiks, no matter what, i will still keep on moving.
I'm off to work...bye guys.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Two days ago, that was a terrible flight that i had been so far... I was born to be that face, cannot change. Please don't judge from my outlook, i am not as soft as you thought, i am not BLUR as you see. I will prove to you that i am not what you think i am and office job as secretary is NOT my job!!! Don't simply call me to cockpit while that was not the Captain's order, i am not a prostitute or whatsoever. I work as fast as i could, don't put all the blame on me. I'm looking forward for the next flight with you and i will prove you wrong.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Two days of staying in Kepong, i stay at home all the time, sleep most of the time. Seldom go out besides visit someone in hospital. I guess mum also know i'm tired that's why every morning never wake me up for pasar. But, i really want to follow. Too bad, everytime when i was awake, she already went out.
Friends from Aussie and China will be coming back soon, i'm really looking forward for that day to come. Everytime i'm back here, the first thing in my mind is to hang out wiht Mulians, but nowadays... Less and less activities, our dai lou is on vacation. Aiks.. How nice if all the Mulians are here...
I will be back on 26th night, catch up with you guys soon... Babai~~~
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
My main point of today's blog is about money, does it really matter? If you just keep quiet everytime and don't keep on mention in front of me when everytime i am back, i will be very happy to share mine with you because i know is my responsibilities. The more i have, the more you will demand for and the more you expect from me. Please stop doing this to me and get the darn paper out of my table!!!
If things still happen like this, i will rather stay outside and don't want to come back here and i will just see you in the BANK!!!
I understand why things become like this but just give me some space to breath, i clearly understand what my responsibility is towards this family. I am just 20 and i am just officially come out to work, please give me some time to settle down all these. Don't be so 'pushy' towards me. Later or sooner, i really can't take it anymore.
Monday, December 21, 2009
Yesterday was my first flight to Shenzhen, during transit i had a chance to stand at the aerobridge and feel the 'air' of China, it was so windy that time, the airport was so big. Flight finished at 2am in the morning.
Third time of solo, not even one time i feel satisfied for myself. Got to work very very hard until i don't do any mistake on board and make all things just like peanuts for me.
I'm going to hibernate now for one day....zZz
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Today is my standby day, the feeling was... I can't do anything for the standby period, got to bring my phone with me all the time and put it in a high coverage area. Until 2030, i feel so happy because i am released!!!
Going out to 'WET' later, hooray!!!
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
I get off day today until Friday. Stay at home most of the time, if time permit, i would like to hang out=P
The best thing i came back home is to see the one i loved, a person who always care about me when i am sick, ask me to take medic on time, i can't live without you.
Home sweet home, i lovin' it.
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
Monday, December 7, 2009
1) Mulians who come all the way from kepong. I really love to be with you all.
2)Taekwondo mates who brought me to a very nice place for dinner. Unforgettable place and night=)
3) Batch 97 who brought me the 'Crazy cake' and brought me up to speak a little on the bench. Lup you guys, muackxxx!
4) KBU mates for not forgetting my birthday with the adorable card written with wishes, it's worth more than anything.
7) Phone calls all the way from UK & Aussie as well as text messages. Thanks!!!
8) Blessing and wishes on facebook
Deepest appreciation from my heart. THANK YOU!!!
Friday, December 4, 2009
Yes, i am back to Kepong again. This time, the first person i met was San San, thanks a lot for accompanying me to buy my 1 and 2 shoes, haha... Thank you very very muchie!!! Nice to see you back...ngek ngek ngek.
I can't wait for tomorrow, my first time...yohoo!!!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Monday, November 30, 2009
Jumping the slide is always the happiest part, the moment i jump down, WHAO!!!
Staying in this place ( you know where i'm saying), is totally NO LIFE!!! the last weekends, i bored till like hell... No life no life no life!!! The only thing i can do besides study, is to wash my car, clean up the house, lie on the bed, red story book...that's all. No Internet access that is the most terrible part!!!
The happiest moment when you look back the pictures had been captured. Everyone is happy after all... (while waiting the rest )
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Errrr...quite a tough week for me, but...i still enjoy it. I don't know the results for the previous exam. After a day, i don't really care about the results, just a bit... There are something which is out of my control that make me really worry about. grrHHhhh~~~
Well well well, guess who i met today and who's the one i was sending flight again this afternoon? Is Chai Yeow Yuan!!! So nice of her that she willing to come few hours early just to meet me up during my lunch time. She will be off to China for about one month and of course she will be back=) Weeee~~~
I wish i can go back this week, but...is too little time for me=( Bear with me for a while, i will be back!!! =P
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Fire drill and wet drill practice the whole day. Practical is always the best part among the all.
By now, i should have start doing revision, but i just can't stop looking back at the pictures. I always enjoy looking back at all the pictures over and over again. Especially pictures I'd taken with M-group and PWRC.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Guess what, who i saw in the airport yesterday besides Ms Beh Beh? I don't want to say the name here. This fellow always like to be so suspense, where to go, when will be back, NO INFO!!! Anyhow, wish him all the best. Now you know is a guy, right? I guess you know who he is already.
Mulians mulians... getting lesser, more and more leaving. When is the day we will gather again???
Monday, November 16, 2009
Beh beh beh beh... i can't wait to see her later, yessss!!!
I got to force myself to start reading... Arhhhh!!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Well...Friday after class, there's a BBQ session organized by my bath mate at USJ. It was really fun but i got to leave early so... But i ended up arrive home late cause i lost.
Yesterday...aiks, whole day bussie bussie... I had done something to myself which make myself feel so uncontented about it. I hope time can pass faster so that i can look better.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Right now, i can't even consume any rice or speak properly. Of course, when today i really can't take the pain anymore, i called my mum and eventually cried on the phone. How useless i am!!! I just miss her so much when i hear her voice, I'd been more than two weeks away from home.
SEP isn't a easy subject to study, when you can't answer a question, the instructor might just ask you get out from the class, this is what make me feel more stressful!!!
But...i still like my life anyhow, but gummed pain really make my life feel miserable.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Well, yesterday was a walk in interview of Air Asia. Some of my friends were there. At first, i wanted to do my revision while waiting for them, but i ended up helping them with registration. I had no regrets in doing this, it was a great experience after all.
Of course, i left one more day to do the study for all the 5 subjects, which is today. I didn't go back to Kepong and i really miss my family, especially my mum.
A little bit more to go, HANG ON!!!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Yo, this coming Saturday will be another walk in interview for Air Asia. I am so happy that some of my friends will be coming over and I'm going to meet them up, YOHOO!!!
Someone told me look like a KID is good so that when you are 30, you still look like 20. But... i don't know this is a good quality or bad. Maybe half half. I'm trying my best to be mature, but...i just can't reach that point YET.
Not planning to go back this weekend. Duh...
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Meet up with SOME of the Mulians, only SOME. Most of them are beeesieee, last time we use to have more than 10 together, 6, 5... and now only 3!!! So pathetic. Exam season, that's why loRrr...
Well, i decide to go back early tomorrow as i really can't concentrate when i'm in Kepong. Unless someone ask me out, i might stay abit longer.
Off to bed...zZz
Friday, October 30, 2009
At this moment, i got to focus on what i suppose to, FIRST. Pass stage 1, follow by 2 and 3 and so on...
Well...exam is coming soon, i do not have much time to hang around. Work hard and achieve more!!!
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
Yesterday was a night that i kept flashing back all the memories in A Famosa with Mulians. I really miss it a lot. I wish i could have a chance to gather with them like this, none of them can be absent, each of them play a important role in every single trip.
Thinking about my future, how to save more money. As time goes by, my burden became heavier. Mum's getting older and she's going to close down her shop, this is one of her dream. Sit back and relax. By that time, is my responsibilities to take up this family.
One year contract, by next year, i hope i can go back to kepong, stay over there so that i can have more time to spend with my family and friends. I don't mind driving far or wake up early. As long as i can spend my time with these two groups of people, i am satisfied enough.
No more emo... I know time can heal everything. Yes!!!
Monday, October 26, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Yea, this morning, after six hours of sleep because of last night 2am yc 'Happy Hour' at Station One, i went out with mummy at the early 8am and afternoon hang out with college mates.
Luckily Charlene ask me when will be the 'PWRC turn?', if not, we will not be able to make this meeting successful. I spend a lot, really a lot!!! But on those stuff that i really need it, want to buy it so much since last week. I wish we have more time to hang around there, even for the 'meat ball' movie if possible. But too bad, both of them got to leave at 5pm.
I arrived home, drag a while and nap... Here i am to blog about today and back to sleep again...Hahahahahahaha
Friday, October 16, 2009
Everytime i come back to Kepong, first thing i ever do is text one or two of the Mulians. I will never miss any chance to hang out with them, they are always part of my life. Another thing is, TKD. Since last week tournament, i really wish i can commit training every week, but i know i can't. Last but not least, KBU mates. When i saw they tag me in facebook even though i am not in the picture, i feel... Those feeling cannot describe by words. I miss everyone of them. I will never feel so until i really into that situation. Yet, life still goes on, everyone has their own life, own path.
Less than two months to go=)
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Few days ago i was having class as usual, but i couldn't on9 as usual=S Some of you know why.
I already forgot the feeling of attending class, how was it like, but everyday is a different feeling. Ya, i'm at my sweet home now, Kepong. I came back yesterday, suppose to reach here early, but because of that someone and some incident, i reached here at 10pm=S I couldn't buy my stuff, my plan all BURN!!! Not to forget, so sorry to YY who waited me for a few hours. Sorry~~~
Headed to Chandran after that with yy and Mulians (only a few) for my dinner, chit chat a while and went home.
Today...i guess it will be my last Tkd tournament. Nothing proud to share here. But i do enjoy all the time i passed with them today. A countless thanks to Zheng Hao, Chun Ming, Jiunn Herng, XIAO MA YI and Daryl who came and gave me a really big support. Second time you guys were there for me, thank you very much. Mulians are always a part of my life, and lighten my life up, really UP UP UP!!!
And Sook Sook too...=) thanks for the sweater=) Muackxxx muackxxx muackxxxx!!! I should kiss you like how Tan Jing did to you=P Haha...
Is late...that's all for the pass few days and today. Pictures will be uploaded in Facebook soon if i can hijack someones line=P
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Something i had learned today is do with the blog title. Don't want to explain all the details here, in case i lost any precious reader who will be bored of reading my blog talking all just about training.
I slowly get use to the place i'm staying now, can fall asleep easily when i'm on the bed, can 'Shit' as usual which is very good. I don't cook, but i'm ok with the food i take everyday.
I miss someone very much....
Monday, October 5, 2009
I'm glad i had chosen the right airlines (at this moment, i think), those videos are really inspired me a lot. They treat everyone as human being, no ranking and working in a big family. One of the lady whom i really salute her, she was once a Flight Attendant and now she is a pilot, how great is that!!! From a no one to someone.
I'm looking forward for tomorrow's class. A lot of rules and regulations to follow, but...this is the process. Bare with them for 59days, and hopefully i can graduate and get the 'silver wing'.
Sunday, October 4, 2009
I came back from training, bath and straight away pack my luggage, moved everything into the car, PHEW~~~ Sweat Sweat Sweat. Took my lunch and going to take a nap now before i drive there.
I don't know i can get any Internet access over there, but...just to inform all of my friends, for those who concern or not concern. I am moving out from my home now, will come back this coming Saturday for competition purpose. After that, i will not come back that often, as i said before, the cost of travelling is really killing me. AwWWW...i gonna miss a lot of people here, Mulians especially and of course, KBU mates and Taekwondo buddy.
Hope my life over there will not bored like a dead fish, books and laptop will always be my best entertainment. Those who has any interesting story book, please pinjam=) Pleaseeee~~~
That's all from me. BYE=)
Saturday, October 3, 2009
I'd found a house nearby Sepang which is at Kota Warisan. For those(only girls) who want to fly next day and want to find a place to stay, you can come to my place, FOC=)
First day of class, nothing much... A brief introduction and collect some stuffs which make me really excited for that, ngek ngek ngek. I saw some familiar faces and from their experiences in the class, i know it's not easy for these two months. A lot of things to learn, things is not as easy as you look from the surface.
I was in batch 97, not many people in the class, but a lot of them are X crew. Still in process getting a lot with them, they are nice though.
As i get to know by the landlord, they are not Internet access in the house, but i can 'hijack' from somewhere. So...i don't know how long i will abandon this blog. I will not come back every week cause the fare of travelling really expensive. Will come back when it's necessary.
Yay!!! Moon cake's festival tonight. Great buddy Mulians has another gathering again. Yohoo!!! Love it.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
I am not as cheerful as last time; not as real as last time. I don't want to get influence by you. After a few days, i can stay away from this horrible place and away from your face.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
How much doest it cost me do travel all the way from Kepong to Sepang??? Is A LOT!!! I had decided to stay over there. I'd found a house and negotiating the rental. Hopefully the result is what i expect lar...
Don't want to talk unhappy things at here already. I had spilled it all to someone else today, i feel much more released. Thank you for lending me your 'Eyes'. I miss you so much.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Well, i learned a lot of things. Of course, my skill in Ai and Photoshop had improved a lot. But, most of the ads that i had produced i not satisfy with it. For me, those ads are just to fulfill customer's needs, they like to put everything into a box, all information, no space to breath at all. Once, i was given an opportunity to help a client to design an ad for 'Sister's Magazine'. That's the ad that i like the most. Of course, amendments had done for a few times until they approve.
Picture as below:
I resign on September, reason: i need some break. But, i'm still doing freelance. Pretty frustrated when i see my colleague call me in and out, especially during my napping hour. Got to stick with my maibox everytime, internet is the best way to keep us in touch.
Well, this will be the last month in helping them out. My passion with art and design is always there. Working with Ad company is not easy. I wish i can continue my study in future and my plan with 'two of them' will come true.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Back to college today, first day of Year 2. Meet all the classmates and tutors as well. Lovely Ms Tong Yin and adorable Mr Sean=P It was hard for me to open my mouth and tell her... But, i have too and i did it. I am so glad that she had selected me to take part on something, but...i am so sorry that i couldn't join. I wish i can join...really. Flashing back all the memories i had with them and that's the end. I'm gonna miss them a lot. Even though we are stress out for all the projects in Year One, i think all of us do enjoy a lot and da satisfaction when we see the complete works is really a big 'Whao Whao'. I will never get that feelings anymore.
The time, the memory, the hard worked we had been through will always save inside my 'motherboard'. I gonna miss you all a lot and i promise i will go back to college whenever i am free.
I differ one year, in case anything i will go back again but not with the same group anymore. The passion in design will always in my heart, nothing can delete it. I wish i can finish my degree whenever i can.
Thanks for the outings today and all the sweet memory...=)
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Sunday, the day i love the most among the six days. (Training-class-home sweet home)
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
Thursday, September 24, 2009
I can't face her still. I will move out if i can and hope time will prove everything.
But, i always remember, no matter how wrong she is, she's still the person i love the most and i owe her the most. Nothing can pay her back.
I keep go out these few days to stay away from her, but even when i'm outside, i hear her voice, i will not be happy too.
Life still goes on, i can heal this wound very fast, because nothing is impossible.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
The day is getting nearer and nearer; more and more documents to be complete before 30th. Waste my petrol to go all the way to Subang, have to go tomorrow again=S
The 'thorn' is always there no matter how hard i try to forgive her. Hardly can talk to her, look at her, feel her like before. Sometimes, i feel she is so fake and is not the person i respect before.
I hate to keep secret, i feel like telling everyone, but i can't. Those who knows, they...just pretend don't know. They don't even mention one word or tell me what to do. Talking to the 'invisible people'. This might be the best way to make myself feel better.
Ignore it when i don't want to face it.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Right after training, all the 'Taekwondo Soul' of Taman Ehsan went to 'De PAstry' at Manajalara for Sir's 33 birthday celebration. The so call 'surprise' no more, thanks to the organizer=P
If things that can still under control of me, i will not let it happen. I leave earlier or i go later? I can't believe i see this with my own eyes, i hate this day!!!
Monday ( 23/09/2009)
As yesterday had planned, Sir invite us to one day trip to Ipoh together with her family and his 11months baby.
We depart at 6am, and arrived at 8 something.
Dim sun at 'Fu Shan', but failed!!! Is too crowded, we couldn't get any seat there. So, we just dined in at the nearby 'dim sum' restaurant.
After water fall, we took our lunch at somewhere, it is a famous 'wan tan mee' stall. Again, it was so crowded until we have to stand there and wait for the seat. This time, we got it. Is quite delicious compare to the wan tan me i eat before.
I thought i can forget that incident, but it keeps flashing back on my mind nonstop. I wish i can delete it, but i can't. I hate those feelings. I feel awful, disgusting!!! I don't want to see the face, i don't want to step in that place anymore!!!
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I am fortunate for who i am and what i have now. I live for myself; not for others.
Friday, September 18, 2009
From 12pm to 7pm we were there, watched movie, shopping... Of course, I'd spent quite a lot too, but i already control, right yy???
Now, feel exhausted, i guess i can fall asleep immediately when i lie on the bed. Yay!!! No more insomnia.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
1st-1st round of Interview
2nd- 2nd round of interview
3rd-receive call from them
4th-medical check up
5th-receive call from them
What are the countdown that i had made previously??? It was the countdown for the 5th knockout.
Yes, i made it at last... Will be reporting myself in the end of the month at Air Asia.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Please, stay far far away from me. I don't like to get insomnia....
Thursday, September 10, 2009
After that, i had a nice lunch with Jing and her family, 4smtg at Papparich, thank you for the treat. Yum~~~
Finally, i am back to my normal sleeping hour, which is 11pm. Yay!!!
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Quite tiring, awake in the early morning, 7am. It had been a while since i last awake at this time and stay up for whole day.
I'm tiring of thinking that 'thing' already. Don't want to countdown anymore, just be patience and wait, not to put too much hope.
Off to bed soon. Chiow
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Yikes=( I'm still waiting for the call...nervous nervous. Everyday put my hp in a high signal place just in case. AwWWW...torturing man.
At last, i am not a rubbish to stay at home doing nothing. I got some freelance job to do. Yay!!! Life like this not bad, work with relaxation.
Going to sweat myself out again. Chiow...
Monday, September 7, 2009
What I'd done today, watch drama, do housework, eat, shit. That's all.
Gonna do something tml, which is...
~Clean up my bedroom
Weeee~~~ Finally i am free, but my mind is not free yet.
Countdown: 8 days left
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Morning went for TKD training, yc, berborak until 2pm and headed to Kepong Baru for badminton. Phew, feel so good. Sweat like hell, i feel myself is thinner...hahaha=P
AwWW...soon soon soon, very soon. Kia Kia~~~
Countdown: 9 days left
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Yay, at last i can go out tomorrow for my favourite 'Final Destination 4', yohoo!!!
HmMmm...still think about it, can't stop thinking about 'YOU', just for these few days, but it's torturing. I hate the feeling of waiting.
countdown: 12 days left
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
I made a big mistake today, i didn't realized my vision power had increased so much, the right eye, until i couldn't read the word clearly, eventually they gave me a really low grade for my vision. Hopefully it will not influence anything, ANYTHING!!!
I'd called to resign today, is all out of my control. I must do so and i did it=) Feel much released. One more thing left is go back and pack my thing; hand in back the key. Ant that's the end...
Countdown: 13 days left
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
AGAIN!!! Unfair thing happen again, I can help him; but why can't THEY ask him to help me??? (Because I'm too good, YA RIGHT!!!) Is ok, i tell myself, *be patience*. No more second time, no more second chance. Is YOU who treated me this way, and you will know how what will happen next.
Good news, THREE down; TWO more to go. I received their call today, but...the excitement is not 100%, maybe those stupid fellow influence me. Hopefully, the BONE is straight; the BODY is healthy.
Going to kill the DEVILS tomorrow. Weeee~~~
Monday, August 31, 2009
Things are so unfair sometime that you couldn't complain too much, what i can do is borrow a pair of ear from one or two persons.
I am so exhausted, tired. I can't take it, but i have to take it. I get insomnia, no matter how tired i am, i still couldn't sleep well.
Trying so hard to be cheerful when i meet people, wanna hide away my tiredness and my negative emotions. I believe i make it. So far so good.
This is the only place to tell my secret, to the public but not face to face. I feel much better to type it down instead of saying it out.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
OT OT OT, continuously 7 days already. Sunday work, 31st have to work too. DragggggggGGggg...
Finally, i back to training today, sweat a lot; i like it; performance drop a lot; i hate it. Yikes... Got to commit more.
Will update again, hopefully...=)
Monday, August 24, 2009
Two out of Five have done. Three more to go...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Anyways, i guess this will be the last month of working, college is going to reopen soon or if i get an offer from somewhere. So i decide to resign.
One more week to destine my dream. One more week...
Saturday, August 22, 2009
I feel so proud of myself that i'l be able to drive all the way from Kepong-Kelana Jaya(pick my friend up)-Sepang and from there back to Kepong again. Wooof...no lost!!! Tak ade sesat. A big big thanks to YY who told me to follow the signboard from A-Z.
God bless me too and thanks for the signboard=P
At this moment, i really not dare to judge myself whether i pass or fail. I already do my best. Results will come out in one week time.
Great day for me, thank god=)
Friday, August 21, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Is getting nearer... I talk until 'SIEN' already, but...still want to say, i feel damn NERVOUS.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
I guess i seldom sign in to MSN recently, except during my working hour. When i everytime I arrive home, i don't feel like signing in msn. Due to some personal emotional problem. Anyhow, i'm now trying to get rid of it. But i guess these few days i will be quite busy with something, which is really really important to me. Next week will be another better week for me, (i hope*bless me*).
HmMm...i seldom hang out recently, especially with Mulians. Some of them are busy with test, with work, study, etc... Hardly can find a time to come out. More and more Mulians will be leaving on next month.
Monday, August 17, 2009
'I feel myself is so bad.
'Bad person, bad attitude.
'Being so fake sometimes,
never treat people sincerely.
'Being so selfish sometimes,
when i just think about myself.
'Being so impatience always,
always scold in that person in my heart when i'm so not satisfy with him/her.
Recently, things around me are going quite smoothly. I know, god is blessing me. Bless me a lot and bless me two days ago for successful in the interview; bless me yesterday, making myself performing well in the class. Because of this, i mustn't be a bad person, i am fortunate for who i am and i shouldn't take things for granted.
I don't want to be a devil, i just feel myself is so so so bad recently. I don't want to be selfish, i don't want to talk bad things, i don't want to be impatience. I don't want to be a bad person.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
She told me something,
'I feel so regret that i never close with him before even he is my classmate'.
remind me of something, appreciate everyone who is around you, don't care you like or don't like him/her, just put the hatred aside. Try to love them, treat them sincerely as your friend. As you don't know, one day... He/She might just leave like this...
In the car,
I heard ZH said Sylvester actually hope that we(Mulians) can pay a visit to him when he was in hospital. When i heard about this, my tears stream down. None of us know he wanted us to visit him and i do not know he was is hospital and seriously sick. I think the last time i saw him was in OU with Mulians, that time me and Zh was sitting on the bench waiting for them to finish movie.
During the funeral,
I saw him, i feel so much(again, feelings that cannot be tell by words). Saw the videos of him, and some words,
'You are not alone, you will always be in our heart, we miss you; we love you, RIP Sylvester'.
I think this sentence tells ours feeling... Time by time, the song of MJ 'You are not alone' was broadcasted. Again, it brings out the message from us 'Syl, you are not alone'.
I'm still thinking of this friend.
May you R.I.P, i will always remember you and miss you.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Not until end of this week, i will not settle my mind down. I plan to MIA for my blog until Sunday(if it's a good news); until Monday(if it's a bad news).
Not to forget, all the best to Taman Ehsan TKD team for the coming tournament and sorry i will not be there but i will always support all of you mentally here.
GOSH!!! Again!!! I just can't stop it!!!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
I know why I feel so sleepy today (even though i nap)
I know why I chat with her so little today (even though i miss her so much)
I know why I don't want to talk much today (even though i am such a talkative person=P)
I feel emo,
I feel nervous about something,
is about my future, my dream.
I feel scared,
scared of failure;
scared to disappoint someone.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
After all, i was sweating and felt so hot... Quickly bath and get ready to training. This time training, sweat a lot, laugh a lot, sampat a lot... Especially those 'PUI PUI' one, who makes so much noise that cause so much laughter...=P
Random pictures are taken as below:
Monday, August 10, 2009
Here's the process, boiled the potato and the sauce at the same time. It takes so long to soften the potato,about half and hour=S
In order to success, i bring my laptop to the kitchen, looking at the on9 recipe and ask the expert(Ma Xiao Jie) at the same time=)
The outcome...=P (Take 1)
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Not the first time you saying this to me, is uncountable!!!
I learn things because i love it, not because i am GREEDY!!! Damn it...how dare you said this word to me??? If i don't take taekwondo, where am i get the scholarship??? If i don't take design course, how can i get my current job now? If i don't take the FA course, how can i learn so much things and get a change to go for interview? Not because i am GREEDY!!! Is because i do things for REASONS!!! Understood??? Reasons??? When i failed, you scold me, when i do well, you will just said 'OK' or nothing!!! Why human always look at the negative side??? Can't you just look at the good side of mine???
Again, this is the last time i tell you, i will make my own decision, as long as i don't get accepted by airlines, i will still continue my degree!!! Stop asking me to quit ,my study!!! Why got such things, parents don't want their children to be educated??? Don't you feel proud when i get good results??? Do you???!!! If yes, stop asking me to quit!!! Unless you want a grade E daughter!!!
Please look further!!! If i get a degree cert, i can get a better job than my current job now!!! I told you, i don't like the ad that i designed!!! You want me to have 1.2k salary whole life??? You always want me to give you a better life, do you think i can do it just with this 1k salary??? Please...put your mind, think further!!! Last time, don't ask me to quit study!!! I am big enough to make my own decision, I DON'T NEED YOUR ADVISE!!! PLEASE STOP IT!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Don't know what I'm crapping??? I will reveal on next Sunday=)
Schedule had been so tight these few days, luckily i got one week off, if not i have to take leave again. God, really helps me a lot... I am so fortunate, *sometimes...
Off to bed... Good night=)
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Today, i tot i can treat mun for dinner,but ended up...buy food from Pasar Malam...=S She said don't go restaurant, is too expensive... Haiyoh...=S
Feel super excited now, don't know why... I'm addicted to 'Typing Maniac' recently, i love typing games, yohoo~~~
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
As usual, same routines... Just that my mum looked for me to lunch, even just half an hour, i appreciate very much, even though i see her everyday, the moment i went down from car, i hope i can follow her back to her shop. Not because i am lazy, just... sound awkward, i know...=P
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Same routines, same look, same house.... Nothing much to blog. I'm just feeling sleepy right now, so so so sleepy. Want to skip training later, but...I'd been absent for two weeks; but...i feel so tired now; but...i feel obese now; eventually...i still have to go no matter what...XS
September~~~ I'm waiting for your arrival, weeee~~~