I try so hard to make myself feel happy, not to think about the unhappy thing. I realize...i can but still, the results aren't satisfying.
I always tell myself to be contented for who i am and what i have, this is how i can maintain my smiling on my face all the time. After a 'great cry' on that day, i feel so much released and i do not cry anymore until now because of that 'problem'. I learn to be tough, no one can help me; only myself. Billion thanks to someone who taught me to 'put down' and make the call. I already tried my best. Even though the results is not that satisfying; at least i try and it makes that matter better. I feel tired to tell the story over and over again. Slowly, i get immune with it and i do not want to tell anymore. Only those who heard my story before, i will continue telling...
Emo blog all the way, but i am still me. I am still the happy one. Life is beautiful.
Distant Lands Commission
5 years ago