Wednesday, September 30, 2009

150km + RM16.80 + 1hour 25minutes
How much doest it cost me do travel all the way from Kepong to Sepang??? Is A LOT!!! I had decided to stay over there. I'd found a house and negotiating the rental. Hopefully the result is what i expect lar...

Don't want to talk unhappy things at here already. I had spilled it all to someone else today, i feel much more released. Thank you for lending me your 'Eyes'. I miss you so much.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Past & Present

People keep asking me what i had done for the past 5 months break. I worked with an advertising company where they produce ads, all sorts of ads and compile it into a magazine. Sometimes, i help them out with menu, logo and name card design too.

Well, i learned a lot of things. Of course, my skill in Ai and Photoshop had improved a lot. But, most of the ads that i had produced i not satisfy with it. For me, those ads are just to fulfill customer's needs, they like to put everything into a box, all information, no space to breath at all. Once, i was given an opportunity to help a client to design an ad for 'Sister's Magazine'. That's the ad that i like the most. Of course, amendments had done for a few times until they approve.
Picture as below:

I resign on September, reason: i need some break. But, i'm still doing freelance. Pretty frustrated when i see my colleague call me in and out, especially during my napping hour. Got to stick with my maibox everytime, internet is the best way to keep us in touch.

Well, this will be the last month in helping them out. My passion with art and design is always there. Working with Ad company is not easy. I wish i can continue my study in future and my plan with 'two of them' will come true.

Monday, September 28, 2009

I had made this decision and i got to stick with it.

Back to college today, first day of Year 2. Meet all the classmates and tutors as well. Lovely Ms Tong Yin and adorable Mr Sean=P It was hard for me to open my mouth and tell her... But, i have too and i did it. I am so glad that she had selected me to take part on something, but...i am so sorry that i couldn't join. I wish i can join...really. Flashing back all the memories i had with them and that's the end. I'm gonna miss them a lot. Even though we are stress out for all the projects in Year One, i think all of us do enjoy a lot and da satisfaction when we see the complete works is really a big 'Whao Whao'. I will never get that feelings anymore.
The time, the memory, the hard worked we had been through will always save inside my 'motherboard'. I gonna miss you all a lot and i promise i will go back to college whenever i am free.

I differ one year, in case anything i will go back again but not with the same group anymore. The passion in design will always in my heart, nothing can delete it. I wish i can finish my degree whenever i can.


Thanks for the outings today and all the sweet memory...=)

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Tomorrow

28th, second year of Graphic Design with KBU college. I guess i will be seeing old faces with new 'style'. I feel a bit nervous for tomorrow, 9.30am class. Errr....haha, don't know what's going to happen then.

Sunday, the day i love the most among the six days. (Training-class-home sweet home)

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Useful

Today i make sue of my day, i didn't waste any second; any minute. I feel contented for what I'd done today. Keeps myself busy, sometimes make me feel happier.

Friday, September 25, 2009

I wish i don't need to touch those works again, but...because i need $ so much, i have to take the jobs. Aiks...

No #&$%@# for whole days, i guess is time to end this up. Forgive is the best solution.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

forgive

I keep asking myself this question. Should I???
I can't face her still. I will move out if i can and hope time will prove everything.

But, i always remember, no matter how wrong she is, she's still the person i love the most and i owe her the most. Nothing can pay her back.

I keep go out these few days to stay away from her, but even when i'm outside, i hear her voice, i will not be happy too.

Life still goes on, i can heal this wound very fast, because nothing is impossible.